|give me amphetamine...logic!
||[Dec. 11th, 2006|02:05 am]
|[||I Be Feeling
|[||I Be Hearing
|||||sisters of mercy - 'amphetamine logic/Iggy Pop - 'raw power'||]|
for my birthday(Its on Thursday, so Beginning thursday at Noon..my birrthday-party until monday begins)...I decided..: im trying to get as cool, swank, broads together as possible, and im just gonna weez out! .. and play my guitar. And have eye candy to look at, and talk to, fuckin' SWANK BABY. a ladyfrined of mine puked all over the side of the car on saturday nite, ON ME whilst I was driving, ahahaha, like totally soaked it, I also attended the show on Saturday nite, i was so bigheaded(nose powder+rum+lots of speed..)), it was awesome, i took on guys twice my size,
was so spun out that i thought i could take bullets, and I know I could take God himself down--if I wanted. i had a jack and coke at the show, just for the Hell of it, but far more SPEED. i still am not tired[ive been awakke since wednesday]], LIGHT ME UP~BEAM ME UP~!
rene' and keith are cool kids too!
seriously it doesnt matter how ugly i get, bad skin or whatever from tweeking, eyes with garbage bags over'em, my attitude is irresistable, i love it, other people i know dont get this way
,But i just do everything right, lately i just been like perfect, i soloed along to like 20 songs in a row last night in the car(it was weird!)), a;ll impromptu, it was like all scary dead-on..key by key.. like i somehow played scales and notes i couldnt possibly have guessed/known right after each other, definitely the devil at work, devil god of rock 'n roll.
sheeit, im Just waiting for 7 AM...i want to leave my house so bad, drivin me nuts, so ill pretend to sleep/write maybe, so i wont wake anyone, cause of family stuff and stuffff, and routeeeen, they already know im high..i dont know waht im hiding..I'M jusst like YEAHHH!!! GIMME SOME COFFEE!
I was gonna commit suicide earlier today, it was awful, but, "fuck that, and deprive the world of me? yeah right". "you all wish", is what I said tto myself....